My mom was right.
She's always been right. Why didn't I listen? She told me that having friends over the internet would hurt me. I guess I didn't believe it. Over the past year, I've made so many wonderful friends on here. I've also lost some of those wonderful people because I suck. I never really had friends outside of witty. And I still don't. But never before was I made fun of it. But lately, that's all I hear. "YOU HAVE NO FRIENDS. NO ONE LIKES YOU. YOUR ONLY FRIENDS ARE FROM THAT STUPID WEBSITE, WITTY." Yeah, that's what I live with at home. Sorry that people don't like me. Sorry I'm extremely unlikable. Why didn't anyone warn me that this would hurt so bad? The realization that I have no real friends is actually killing me. I feel so empty. So alone. So hurt. I just don't know what to do anymore. And the worst part? I'm losing a lot of my internet friends, too. But I can understand. I wouldn't wanna be my friend, if I were you. It's my fault. It's all my fault. It always has been. I'm just blind.I don't wanna get hurt anymore.I'll push you away.That's what i do...