What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams, and give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it? Or do I try to catch them red-handed? Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? Because I cant hold on when I'm stretched so thin. I make the right moves, but I'm lost within. I put on my daily facade, but then I just end up getting hurt again.