Day 8 Hey guys.. Well, uhm I'm doing a bit better.. I took a huge leap backwards though.. The other night I made a HUGELY regreted decision.. But other than that I'm okay.. I think partially because I haven't had to see him since Friday :) Hmm, hopefully things are starting to turn around.. Going to my first pro baseball game tomorrow night, the aloha festival saturday &cousins babyshower sunday.. then I'll also be staying with the grandmother &cousin's for spring break :) Favorite aunties coming to visit (shes like a 2nd mom) &the baby should be here soon :) This could be what I've needed.. a break from reality for a while. ❤ Wish me luck !