I'm surrounded by people who are so happy with their lives.
They laugh, they smile, they're all alive.
Some are even in love.
...............
Then there's me.
I fake EVERYTHING. The happiness, the smiles, and sometimes even the laughter.
I'm not alive.
I'm not happy.
I'm in pain.
I'm surrounded with this feeling of wanting to let go, to disappear.
I'm broken.
I'm drowning.
I'm losing this battle, this war with my inner demons.