"You should come cuddle with me."
I want this relationship, I truely do. I just don't want us to grow apart. I want to be your friend until I die. I want to talk to you practically every day for the rest of my life so I'm afriad that if we date then breka up, we won't stay good friends. i guess thta's the problem but maybe it isn't. You see, I've heard things about you, things I'd rather not know. I've heard you know how to party, you know how to drink...hard. You've taken prescribed drugs, they were prescribed to you btu you gave some to your friends. Why? It hurts them don't you know. It hurts them. I don't want to be tangled up in that. I don't want to be with you when your wasted or high or drunk. Maybe those are just rumors. I hope they are just rumors. But I don't know why your best friend would lie, especially about something so serious, The truth is, I think about you a lot. More than I probably should. You're so nice and can be funny. I love our conversations and I don't want them to stop. I'm sorry we haven't really spoken in person and I'm sorry I pretend you mean nothing to me. I wish I could stop doing this, I'm probably giving you some odd signals. But, in all honesty, I want to cuddle with you, I want to talk to you and sit next to you every day in class. I want to hold your hand and smile at you so you would smile back. You never seem to smile. I don't know, I just want to make you happy. I hope you want the smae for me. You told me you cared about me, that meant a lot. Thank-you for caring about me. Thank-you for being my friend when it seemed as though I had none. I want to be your best friend forever. I hope you feel the same.