~its been quite a while since i've posted here. I feel ashamed to say i've been recently falling back in my old tracks and self. I've been a year and...7 months clean..I'm proud..and my confidence is much well now. I know my worth, finally. However...I have no control anymore.~
i can't continue being so close to someone who makes me feel bad for no reason. who takes everything as an attack. i can only recall one scenario where i have benefitted. the majority is way too one sided. i hope when i'm on my own i can keep it together. i hope being apart will make us a lot healthier.
don't link me,don't hit me when you hear this and tell me your favorite song.don't tell me how you knew it would be like this all along.i know the truth is you won't love me until I'm gone,and even then the thing that comes after is movin' on.
honestly idk if anybody could get someone like me.... i’m immature & mature at the same time. i’m a goofball but i’m also deep & weird & romantic. my mind is so over developed but depressed & always in a constant war with myself.... i’m just not sure how to deal with the personality i have, i’m odd, but i can make you feel like nothing in this world can compare to a person like you & i can promise ya that much, i’m sure most will tell ya it’s the truth..