I Act Like Everything Is Fine. I Laugh At People's Jokes, I Do Silly Things With My Friends And Act Like I Have A Care Free Life. It's Funny Though. When I Come Back Home, I Just Turn Off That Mental Switch. Then Suddenly I Break Down. I Feel Alone, Empty, Tired, I Can't Exactly Describe How I Feel In Words. It's Like I Have Two Different Me's. One For The Public And One For Myself. Only If They Knew. Only If.