Lost and Insecure
Chapter 13
I didn’t know what to say. The only thing that felt right was that I would go; so I said it.
“Really?” Sebastian asked with the biggest smile on his face.
“Yes. But I have to ask my parents.” I answered.
“Already did. They said it was fine.” He answered.
“You know you’re perfect?”
“I’ve heard.” He pulled me at my waist and kissed me, but I couldn’t stop smiling. His little sister and brother ran in smiling and jumping around.
“Did she say yes? Did she say yes?” they both asked excitedly.
“Yes.” He said and they both started screaming and jumping around.
“I’m really happy you’re coming with us!” Isabella said while hugging me.
“I’m happy I am too.” I answered, hugging her back.
Sebastian drove me home and I ran upstairs and started to pack. I was so excited but very surprised that my parents said I could go. I was searching through my closet for cute dresses and then my mom walked in.
“You don’t have to just wear dresses if you don’t want to.” She said.
“Really? So I can wear whatever I want?”
“Yes. I want you to be comfortable.”
“Thank you, thank you, thank you!” I said giving her a big hug.
“Do you have anything other than dresses though?”
“Not really.”
“We can go shopping if you want.”
“You know you’re the best mom ever?”
“I’ve heard,” She giggled, “I’ll go get my stuff ready. We’ll leave in ten minutes.”
“Ok, thanks mom! I love you!” I yelled as she walked out of my room and down the hall to hers. I grabbed my wristlet and looked in the mirror one last time. I walked down stairs and Spencer and Logan were sitting on the couch. I tried to ignore them because I didn’t want them to ask where I was going because I knew my mom would tell them about Disney. I didn’t mind telling Spencer but I didn’t want Logan to know. I feel like if I told Logan he would tell Jason and that would just make everything worse. Luckily mom didn’t say anything and we got out of the house before they asked where we were going.
We got to the mall and my mom brought me to all the best stores. She bought me cute tank tops, shorts, bathing suits, and shoes. After I stepped back into reality I was really confused. It made no sense that she would let me go with Sebastian and even less sense that she would buy me all these clothes. She bought me clothes that she wouldn’t even let me look at last week.
“So why did you suddenly decide to become so cool?” I asked her.
“What do you mean?” She asked giggling.
“Last week you would not have let me go out of the state with my boyfriend and you definitely wouldn’t let me buy all these clothes.”
“Well I guess I should probably tell you now.” My mom said, sitting down on a chair in the dressing room.
“Oh god.”
“I said you could go with Sebastian because Spencer is going to Disney with Logan and his family so I figured she could keep an eye out for you.”
“So you don’t trust me to go on my own?”
“It’s not that I don’t trust you, I don’t trust other people.”
“Like his parents?”
“No his parents are good people.”
“So it’s him you don’t trust?”
“Bailey he is one of those super jocks. You never know.”
“I can’t believe you. If you really trusted me you would trust him because I trust him.”
“I’m sorry honey but I don’t really know him.”
“Whatever mom.” I said and walked out of the dressing room.
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