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Dear my amazingly handsome love,
I know at this moment, we seem to be in a rough patch. You feel like you are loosing me. Darling, you aren't even close to loosing me. I know it seems like I'm drifting, but I honestly am not. I promise. Lately, I've just been struggling. This past week I have been so exhausted because of track, and I've been so caught up with trying to get into the cosmetology classes that I'm just stressing and depressing at the same time. But when I say I'm not leaving, I mean it. You mean everything to me. You always have, and you always will. Knowing you for nearly 2 years has completely changed my life. I absolutely love the changes you made in my life. I used to chase around no-good guys from here who only wanted my body, or I would go after guys far away who obviously didn't have any chances to see my body so I believe they liked me for my funniness? I'm not too sure. But you? Love, I know you adore every single bit of me. You always tell me how you love my cute laugh, my eyes, and you tease me for my size sometimes but it's perfectly alright if you do so.You mean every bit of the universe to me. Earlier, I was bowling, my family, my sister, me, and my dad's friends played 4 games. I did pretty okay on the first two games, and on the 3rd game I did really good which made me happy. But on the last one was when I heard your voicemail. Then I started to loose focus. I was loosing during half of the game, and my family was wondering what happened to me. Oh, maybe just bad luck. No, I was worried. Too worried to throw a ball down a lane straight. Then, I wore your jacket and I rolled up the sleeves when it was my turn again. I rolled the ball down the lane and I saw 8 pins fall. "Typical. I'm doing terrible." I thought to myself. But then my family told me to turn around, and I had made a strike. I felt pretty happy. Then I did really good the rest of the game and caught up. All because your jacket, and I had felt safe. Even your jacket makes me feel amazing when you're not around me. And that is pretty awesome, at least I think. My point in this is to show you that I am not ashamed for being with you, nor am I drifting from/leaving you. I never plan to, either. I love you so damn much. I hope you get to read this.
-Love Your Girlfriend,