a college entry i know no one cares but i'm posting this as a reminder to myself and to anyone out there- it gets better. so much better. i've been at college for FOUR days and already i feel at home and at ease. it hasn't been all ups, but there have been so so many more ups than there have been downs. i don't know if it's the new environment, the new people, or even being away from my parents and old friends, but i (dare i say it) feel happy, and that's a first in a very very long time. i never ever thuoght that i would make it to this point, so as a reminder to myself and a pointer to anyone out there- it really really does get better. keep hanging on.
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October 10, 2014 3:31pm UTC
You're my bestfriend; you're my other half. I don't know what i'd do without you to be honest. I'd probably go crazy. I'd never admit it, but you drive me crazy. I feel like I can be my own crazy around you. Everything about you excites me, intrigues me. You intrigue me. There's something about you, about that smile that, well, I can't get enough off. You're the only person in the world I'd slightly want to alter my self for, but then again; you would'nt let me change myself. You've given me this confindence. More then a regular self satisfaction. I hope this special feeling never dies, ever. Don't leave me. I don't care, I LOVE YOU [presentation | background from *euphoria*]
Dad: Son, I'm going to arrange you to a marriage Son: No Dad: It's going to be Bill Gates' daughter Son: Then ok Dad goes to Bill Gates Dad: Let my son marry your daughter Bill Gates: No Dad: My son is the CEO of the World Bank Bill Gates: Then ok. Dad goes to the President of the World Bank Dad: Appoint my son as the CEO of your bank President: No! Dad: He is the son-in-law of Bill Gates President: Then ok! THIS IS BUISNESS
"Look at you. You're young. You're scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralysed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen too. Play it loud as heck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget that you have school the next day. Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours. When are you going to realise that you can do whatever you want?" -Louise Flory