Everyone thinks im fine
but deep inside im terrified.
afraid that things will never change
That itll never just be okay.
so many times i ahve a role to play
happy, hyper, cheerful.
then those moments i burst into tears
my friends dont know what to say
sit,stare and hold me is all they do
and while sitting there i wish they did that every other day too.
some days i feel careless about nothing and everything hoping that someday everything i've ever dreamed will come true.
and the most important dream is to be with you