I'm finally getting better.
It's finally getting easier to breathe
again.
And when you come up to me saying
["baby i'm sorry"]
i'm gonna say;;
"you don't even know what you did to me.
you have no idea how many nights i cried over
you.
You don't know how bad it hurt to know that
somehow magically you got over your commitment issues
IN TWO WEEKS.
It's amazing to me how you can so quickly get over someone
that you wanted to spend the
rest of your life
with.
It kills me to think that
[maybe just maybe]
i wasn't good enough for you.
I hate that my heart is screaming
I.LOVE.YOU.
right now,
but my head is saying
'honey we've been here before'
&& i know we have.
i hate that i never got the chance to tell you how much
i loved you.
How much i STILL love you.
i hate that all i want to do right now
is give you an
'i miss you' hug
and tell you that it's okay;
to take you back and start this thing all over again.
But i can't do that to myself again.
I'm too strong for that.
So
baby, I'm sorry."
