i'm giving up.
i don't want to fight with the facts anymore.
i figured it out, he doesn't like me.
he doesn't like me.
i get it.
the world hates me.
i know he said he was my friend at first,
but what happened?
then she got to him.
both of them.
i can't even get a guy i've known for forever and my best friend t
to like me.
i know it's not her fault.
i know it might get better,
but i live in the now, the present,
not the if and the how.
i want to be like him,
to not care, and baby, believe me,
i'm getting to be
that way

sorry about the colors, just venting.
raw material, go ahead and take it, take it like everyone's taken my everything.
i have nothing left to give.
iluvhimheluvsher.