In the midst of the greatest tragedies is where our heart lies. At
the times that uncontrollable tears well up in our eyes when we
think no one is watching; when we silently sob at little reminders
of things that have past been. A piece of our hearts are broken off
and thrown into a vast sea of nothingness and so are our thoughts.
They drift off to the oldest and fondest memories we have also they
fall onto the ones we cherish most. Beacuse of this, it hurts
sometimes to think and when you do your breathing becomes rapid and
shallow. then your thoughts go to everyone else who has to deal
with the same thing.Some don't even understand all that you're
going thru and others are affected just the same if not more so.
Now you feel bad. No, you feel terrible because even those who
don't feel really anything from this have their own troubles to
deal with. You feel you can't tell anyone your problems since they
have they either have their own or they won't understand. So you
keep to yourself and become quieter than beforew. Your friends
begin to worry even if they don't show it. Everyday you wish you
could talk to them, but you don't. Instead you just try to ignore
the nagging feeling though its impossible. The only thing you can
do is hold onto the one that keeps you sane.So you hold on for as
long as you can.
((made by my friend angela))