Terrible suicide (original..made by me..no stealing)

as i put the knife in the sink i didnt no wht 2 think
as i watched the blood flow down my arm
i rellly didnt mean ne harm
the tears fall down my face
as i think 2 myself how much i hate this place
nothings rite,everythings rong
in a moment ill b gone
im so tired of ppl sayin they care and
then their never there,
secrets,lies,yea im all apart of tht
but it relly gets bad wen you give up,walk away and every1 thinks ur ok
until one night,
u slowly drift away w/ only 4 words 2 say,
this is my suicide
then u wont ever see another day
i may seem like a simple lil girl
but my troubles are pulling me away from my friends and
they dont no if im tellling the whole story from beginning 2 end
but theirs way 2 many secrets and
i dont no y i cant just tell them whts going on
but they wouldnt understand,
no1 seems 2 see my life is jus a terrible suicide

im me if u like it...and plz dont steal it i made it myself!
eXx00--alicia nicole