especially
today i feel so gruesome. i don't want to catch my
reflection or remain in my own skin. especially today i
need your distraction, your decorated words of adoration. i
can't stand myself i've starved then fulled myself
to the brim. especially today i need your kindness to
overcome my bitterness. i haven't been good. talk me
out of this. help me set this straight. i don't want to
sleep but i need rest. a day has gone by and i'm still
in regret. especially today i needed
you.