You didn't know and i
couldn't bring myself to tell you. Seeing you made my heart
sink. I hated it all. Running into you by chance, the awkward
small talk. You didn't know and for that i hated you. I was
too afraid. For cowering away, i even hated myself. But still, if
we run into eachother again... let's not greet eachother.
Let's just not meet. I hated you. The expectations that
preceeded the heartbreak. The careful and painfully thought out
exchanges. The smile i put on whenever you made me nervous. I
regret it all.