i still remember that day.

it was a cold november morning,

the sun still hidden behind the mountain tops.

screaming the words of our favorite songs,

wearing our hearts on our sleeves.

looking at you brought me this warm feeling,

like i was finally home again.

you hugged me, tight.

all i could think about in that moment

was how badly i wanted to kiss you.

 

i hate that you’re the one making

me question everything.

it wasn’t supposed to be like this,

but i can’t change it.

you’re making me feel so alive

and so scared all at the same time.

 

-these feelings came crashing against me like a tidal wave