Thank you for showing me how it feels to be put down. Thank you for
showing me how it feels to be cheated on. Thank you for showing me
how it feels to be guilted, to be played with, and demonized. Thank
you for showing me how it feels to be a side piece. Thank you for
showing me how it feels to be inferior. Thank you for showing me
how it feels to be made out to be a freak, a monster. Thank you for
demonizing my autism, for making me ashamed of who I am. Thank you
for pulling me away from my hobbies and friends. Thank you for
bringing me down whenever my hobbies and passions got in the way of
your control of me. Thank you for choosing your ex over me Thank
you for trying to make me jealous and insecure with other guys
Thank you for gas lighting me when I was upset, Thank you for
always holding yourself in higher regard than myself. Thank you for
ignoring my happiness, treating me like a burden instead of a
human. Thank you for not caring about how your actions affect me,
thank you for simply not caring at all. Thank you for lying, about
anything and everything you could. Thank you for only doing
something kind so you could use it against me in the future. Thank
you for trapping me when I wanted to leave. Thank you for for
hiding me, for treating me like I was an embarrassment, as if there
was something wrong with me; only for it to manifest as crippling
anxiety that makes it hard to be out in public without medication.
When I told you all of this. Thank you for responding with “Noah,
I literally do not care.” . . . Thank you for showing me what I
never, ever, want to be. Thank you for showing me everything I can
avoid, Thank you for showing me how to be the best partner in the
world, and teaching me all the lessons I needed to learn to bring
happiness into peoples lives again instead of misery. Thank you for
bringing me to my lowest point, so as I heal and rise back up... I
can be sure that I will never, ever, ever, be anything remotely
like you.
LOSTPOETFROMHEAVEN* · 5 years ago
Love yourself ! Smile !
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