Letters to you,
JH;
It seems my life is a
series of me working really hard then burning myself to the
ground. I'm currently in the working really hard phase. I
just started up again so I don't have the luxury of slowing
down, but yeah. I just know i'll flip the swich soon enough.
A close friend asked me how i'd lost the weight recently. I
told her what she wanted to hear. I miss you a lot, btw. The
moments where i don't think about you are very rare.
Especially lately. I'm not speaking to my parents. I
don't mind favouritism, but theirs' is unconditional.
They think she can do no wrong, while I've been asked why
i'm being like this, as if I'm not the one constantly
being hurt. Anyway, i miss you a lot. I'm a little mad at
you, but still. I hope you're doing
well.