Why I've never had that thought before. That's never
crossed my mind. How stupid of me. Not. What were you expecting?
I know best what I should be doing with my time. I know I should
be out getting a job or volunteering instead of wasting my summer
away. I know. I've tried and failed. Now I don't feel
like doing anything anymore. I don't want to work. I
don't want to meet friends. I don't want to shower or
clean my room. I barely have enough energy to get out of bed,
workout and eat. I don't want to hear any of it. I know what
I want. I know what's best. But at this point it's in one
ear and out the other. Especially if you're not going to let
me live on my terms. It's not self sabotage. I'm just
tired of it all. I work hard when schools on. For now, let me
waste away while I still can.
LOSTPOETFROMHEAVEN* · 6 years ago
Don't live in a system, but in nature
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