Surprised you're not on. Well anyways. Got some things want to tell you. Do you want to know why I usto sleep everyday away?? becuase my thoughts were so intense about you I began to dream about you. Once I realized it was possible to do I never wanted to be awake. Never wanted to do anything becasue there was not point to life. When I could see the one thing I love most in this world why would I ever want to leave my bed. Do you know why I would call you love or my love? like really? its not to replace babe or baby or because of the fosters it was because you were the love of my life. You are I guess. I guess that's why I clearly haven't quite figured out how to get passed all of this yet. Sat 2:45