It’s terrible to see yourself drown into nothingness.
You are aware of what's happening but you don’t have enough
power left to stop yourself. You don’t have anymore strength
left to keep yourself up on your feet. And then you fall. You
fall and your heart, locked inside that strong calcium cage,
sinks. It sinks into that realm of nothingness. A place where you
don’t feel anything. Not love, not hatred, not sorrow, not joy.
Absolutely nothing. No one can protect you. No one can get you
out of it. All you can do is watch yourself sinking. All you
should do is watch yourself sinking, very carefully. You know
why? Because nothing falls forever. Yes things do get broken in a
hard fall, but once they hit the ground the only task they have
left to do is either fix themselves up or build something new out
of what's left. All you got to do is watch yourself till you hit
the ground.
