You'll be okay
you'll be okay, maybe not today , maybe not tomorrow
but things do get better. It takes a lot of time and effort
to find the position you want to be at. 
No, it wont happen in a flash and no it will not
happen if you wait for it to happen.
Things will come through when you are willing
to make things happen,
Life is too short for you to be waiting on someone
or something that will not come.
You'll be okay,
i promise.