"I wonder what would happen if you
knew.
If you knew about the depression, the anxiety.
The thoughts. God, if only you
could hear those
thoughts. Would you still push
me aside? Would
you still find excuses, make
up little lies, and
throw me away? Probably not.
If you knew how
close I was, how
close, you wouldn't leave me alone.
But that would be pretend,
wouldn't it? You wouldn't really love me.
You would just feel guilty. I
don't want you to feel guilty.
That's why I don't
tell you about the thoughts. That's why I
don't tell you just how close I am. So, when I
jump, don't feel
guilty.
I never told you
anyway."
"I wonder what would happen if you knew. If you knew about
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