Hey y'all.
Just gonna do a quick update.
I'm a month and a half into senior year.
Half of my friends are currently not talking to me.
The other half are but I also don't care to see any of them at the moment.
I'm not surprised October is throwin a terrible curve at me.
I expected it. I also don't it expect to last throguh the whole of October either.
Even if it does, I know I'm going to be okay.
Just Sunday night, I cried myself to sleep.
Last night I did the same.
I don't know what happened within the last 24 hours but I don't care.
I do not care what happens from now til whenever.
As long as I'm alive, have my family and dogs, I don't care.
I know in time, they'll talk to me when they realize they are in the wrong, since I have done nothing.
But if it takes longer than expected, so be it.
I'll survive.
It's so fcking refreshing to know that.
It's so refreshing to be able to say that.
I know I'm going to be okay.
I may not be entirely whole now, but this is life.
This is how it works. You have downfalls.
At least I'm somewhat aware of when mine will happen.
I'm going to be okay.