I've been nothing but honest to you, and yet you still doubt
me. It really hurts that you do, and i know that actions speak
louder than words, but what have i been doing to make you doubt me?
I like you so much and i wouldn't do anything to mess that up,
i wouldn't hurt you, lie to you or anything or the sort. Maybe
it's just your way of grieving.
I've always been the girl who hides her sadness, the one to
laugh through her tears. Yet last night, you saw me cry for the
first time. You held me till i stopped, but i wanted to cry so much
more, i care about you more than anyone else and i just want to
prove it to you completely.
I'm sad that you doubt me, but i'll prove your doubts
wrong. I will show you that i've been honest with you, and that
i care for you.
Tonight is going to be a long night, i'm here in the dark,
wearing you sweats, shirt, and socks. Your scent on them is strong,
it comforts me. The warmth from them, makes it feel like you're
here with me holding me tightly, just like when we go to bed. I can
even think of the feeling of the warm kisses you plant on my
I spent the day along the ocean shore, thinking about you and
everything said the night before. I've come to conclude, I
f*cking love you.