now, I feel crippled by all the
mistakes I've made. The weigh so heavilly on me I
don't feel I can work towards change or growth.
That's what I'm always meant to do, what I've
always tried to do, and right now I just feel I can't;
I've given up the right to try.
That's what it feels like. And I won't let that
feeling carry on forever, I'll pick up the ball and start
climbing up again. There are things
in this world I want to change, I want to fight. It
didn't matter how small I am. And the weight of my
shoulders may have shrunk me for now, but
I'll grow again, and I'll fight again,
one day sometime.