Before you date
me
You need to understand that I'm
damaged. I get triggered easily. I have struggled with
things. There are nights when I'm curled up in a ball on
the floor and I won't talk to any
one. I'll shut you out. I'm not going to be able to trust
you for a while, because everyone
has always left, cheated, or chosen someone else. I will need
reassurance. I will need
you. I will need you to keep choosing me. I'll need you to
care when I text you saying I'm
getting bad again. I'm a lot, I know this.
So before you think I'm always happy, that I'll always be
positive, that I'll always be smiling
- know the reality before you get involved. Don't enter my
life if you can't handle it. Lastly,
don't you dare touch my heart if you aren't ready for
that.
