I do not dread having to get up early and go to school,
I don't mind homework, 
I do not really care that i have to sit in class all day. 
The only thing I'm not looking forward to is you:
seeing you happy with someone else,
you treating me like nothings changed between us even though everything has
I don't want to see you.
I dont want to talk to you. 
Actually that's not true. 
I do, because I care about you and I love you. 
But its become too hard for me to put my heart out there for you so that you can crush it. 
I'm sorry but I can't anymore.