Haven't felt this torn in
ages,
my life is unfolding
but
I just keep ripping out the
pages.
It's useless,
really.
Considering things never
change.
Every good thing that comes my
way,
is just an inch out of
range.
Things go up then things go
down,
it bugs me
really,
my demons won't
drown.
I feel so
happy,
then night falls upon
me.
Depression
strikes,
a never ending
sea.
This man I
met,
makes me so
happy.
I swear I love
him,
it's so
sappy.
But damn
it,
what do I have to
lose?
I'm already a ticking
bomb,
it's lit, my
fuse.
I keep
saying
I've given up
hope.
But yet here I
am,
trying to
cope.
I used to
believe
that there was no way
out.
But
somehow,
this never ending rain has hit a
drought.
A single guy, a single
man
has changed something so
complicated.
I can't even say
that
love is
overrated.
He has me in a
hold,
I can no longer
deny.
As nervous as I
am,
I cannot
lie.
I'm that
girl..
& you're that guy.
-Tiffy.<3
