Curse of Adversity
I have
a lot to say
but no one to hear me
even if they did I doubt they'd understand me
truly, my minds been roaming
and I've been thinking lately
how is that the bigger I think
the smaller I feel
the more knowledge I aquire
the more I dream of times prior
prior, to my creation
prior to when I started
prior to the moment when everything changed
but maybe that's whats wrong
because our life is measured in moments
and the moments that should be measured aren't remembered
my brain is being dismembered
society is trying to teach me how to live without it
my heart? they can take it
but my brain I won't submit
I admit
its easier to live without a brain than it is to live without a
heart
but what if I don't have the heart to live without a
brain
with every breath I take, I'm straining
but they don't see the pain i'm in they think its
entertaining
they don't see the height that I'm aiming for
without hearing me out, they shut the door
I hit rock bottom, they watch me lay on the floor
Its autumn in my life
though I'm not old
I'm dying
soon I'll be cold with the winter
silent with its nights
naked with its trees
and
lifeless with its streets
but in this winter when death rules
I will be reborn
my voice will ring like a lions roar
my wings will spread like an eagle's, I'll soar
in the middle of winter...when all is dead
I will be alive
I will have a lot to say,
but no one to hear
me
