my boyfriend is a special kid. he means more to me than i
can ever explain. he's unique and different from all the
other guys. he's special. he treats me very well. he loves to
spoil me when he can. he loves to make me happy. he'd do
anything for me to just be happy. he gives me a feeling that
noone else could ever give me. everytime i am with him in person,
i get butterflies. he's just so perfect. his smile is
contagious. i smile immediately after seeing it. his voice is
soothing and his laugh is adorable. he's not your typical
blonde hair, really built and 6 pack ab sporty kind of guy, and
he may be a huge nerd, but honestly, it is adorable. he shows me
new things. he opens my eyes to things i would of never once did.
and actually some of those things i now like. in just a few
weeks, we will have been together for a year. and honestly, it
amazes me how fast that year flew by with him. its something i
wouldnt trade for anything. i fall asleep cuddling his sweatshirt
every night that smells like him. its the closest thing i can do
to being with him. being about 100 miles away from eachother is
not easy at all. everyday it gets harder and harder. everyday
that goes by, is one day more that i havent seen him, but
one day closer to the next day i will see him again. this next
couple weeks is going to be hard. he's going away, to costa
rica. with no communication but maybe a little wifi at his hotel.
it's going to be one of the hardest, if not the hardest weeks
of my life so far, but i can make it through. i get to see him
again in a little over 2 weeks, and it's to celebrate our 1
year. 1 year of happiness. 1 year of joy. 1 year of love. and
many more to come. zachary, thanks for making my life complete.
all my 18 years without you, i lived trying to find a person like
you. someone so perfect and caring and sweet and incredible.
someone so handsome and amazing. thanks for being the best you
could be and the best boyfriend a girl could ever ask for.
can't wait to see you in about 2 ish weeks. it's going to
feel great to be in your arms again and to get to sleep in your
arms again. i love you so much booger.