I can suddenly listen to an old song I used to really
love
and just
forgot
about
and it is like
it takes a whole new
meaning to
me
like I still
find it beautiful or deep or meaningful
but because I
am different now
and my
problems are so all consuming and awful
it takes away my ability to find joy in
life
the
song still sounds
beautiful
but it sounds
different
because I am
now a different person
I am not free
or really happy
anymore
in a way I
used to be
and music was just music
you listened to for fun
not just to distract yourself
so you do not feel
alone
