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Idream every night to
just get close to you again. As close as we used to be. Young
teenagers in luck of finding eachother, happy to talk at any
given moment. Now it just feels like I am distant from you, not
even being able to know where you are anymore. It causes me
slight pain in my chest, just wishing that you'll come and
tell me everything you haven't got to tell me or say how
much you miss me. It's just a constant waiting game.
Can't we just go back to the way we used to be? Can you be
that boy I fell in love with? Who was happy to be at his
friend's house and always helped out, even when you were
with me? Now you just sleep at your friend's house and
don't help with anything anymore. You don't tell anyone
where you go or what you do.
I feel pushed away from you, don't you understand? It's
killing me inside.
Please, be the boy I fell in love with.
