And I feel sick for hoping you die but how am I supposed to ever
live if you are constantly pushing me into the ground? I
can't breathe around you and I don't know if it's
your hand compressing my throat or all of the dirt you are
forcing into my mouth as you crush me under your insufferable
weight. I feel sick for hoping you die, but what is worse? Hoping
for someone's death or trying to kill them?
