dreamer4eva333 · 9 years ago
I know, right? I mean, I just wish there were more signs. I wish we knew the truth of what really happened so we can understand better. I wish the boys felt comfortable enough to tell us how they're feeling, especially when they're struggling. It just sucks that 1D wasn't making Zayn happy anymore. :( I'm proud and glad that he's decided to follow his heart. It's also GREAT to hear from the other boys, as those 4 are the ones I'm the most concerned about now. Zayn's doing what he needs to do, but those 4 must be feeling so sad, so scared. I can't even imagine it. And the boys are very rarely vulnerable with us. We've certainly never been begged by them to stay and support them. We just did and we loved it, you know? It just feels like this is the first time where the fans have said to the boys, "We need you. Please don't go" and vice versa. We're saying what has always been true, but has never been said outright. I agree, I feel like this has brought us all together in way we needed. Nothing has really ever gone wrong in 1D when you really think about it. This rough time has shown us the true love that's there, but is rarely ever expressed in all is grandeur. I feel like this next chapter is going to be exciting- Seeing how the dynamics of the group will/will not change, see what Zayn ends up doing, seeing if he'll come back. I just hope they all end up happy at the end of this experience and have no regrets. This has been a reminder that the boys love us- Zayn cared enough to stay FOR US, even when it was difficult. The boys are saying that they love us in a way I've never heard them say it before. Does that make any sense, haha? Anyways, yes. We will make it through this and this next chapter will be great. I'm here for you as well, pal. :') Yeah, I hope the boys get a lot out of the break, too. But you know what's funny? They seem so set on working and making music and performing. It's just funny to me that this has fueled them, not slowed them down. I hope they take some time to rest. I don't want them to work themselves to death because they're scared of letting us down. I'm very curious about the rest of the tour, too. The next 2 shows are going to be SO emotional. I don't think there's going to be a dry eye in the house. Yeah, I've already heard some sketchy things from the article. It's weird that Zayn would leave something he's done and loved for years to just completely jump into a solo career? That just doesn't sound like Zayn, you know? Aw...That's from Liam, right? That twitlonger meant the WORLD to me. I really hope the other boys share their thoughts with us, too. It's just nice to feel like we're not alone in this, you know? Here are our 4/5. :') https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CBE8chFWEAA8QmI.jpg

Aw...Harry would do that, huh? The sweetheart. I guess I'm going to have to get a lot of tattoos! :)
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beary0630 · 9 years ago
Ah! Thank you for that pic! Isn't it weird that a pic of those four is technically a picture of One Direction? It's just so weird. Here's another piece done by our artist we like: https://twitter.com/ultrasadteen/status/581559651973623809
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beary0630 · 9 years ago
Yeah it honestly breaks my heart that Zayn was unhappy for that long. Part of me wished he'd left as soon as he had those feelings to spare some of this pain. Pain for us, him and the other boys. But he did it for us which is wonderful and I appreciate that so much. And I know what you mean about them showing their love even more now. It's like you said, we are showing each other's vulnerability and I think we all realize that things can change In a moment. So they want to make sure we know they still love us and care. But I agree, I think it's great that this seems to be fueling their fire rather than putting it out. And I'm so happy that their so determined. Because lately I've been starting to feel that they were all starting to get tired and possibly be looking to stop at some point not to far from now. But that really doesn't seem like the case and I'm so happy and proud of them for being so strong. I hope they take it easy though too. I think all we want at this point is our boys not the stuff they put out. We need them.
Yeah of course you know we've all been hearing these stupid rumors about Zayn leaving because of Naughty Boy and I really don't know what to think. From what Zayn said (in the written interview) he didn't even mention being to stressed to continue. So my feelings are torn. Part of me feels like he's known he wanted to leave for awhile and chose a really poor time to do this. If his health situation wasn't the issue, leaving the band wasn't exactly an emergency and I think he owed it to at least the boys to finish out their contract. But the other half of me feels bad that he was so unhappy and is glad he was strong enough to make that decision for himself. I don't grudge him having a solo career at all but I think it should be farther in the future. At least until the end of us year. Because if I see more solo music come out before the end of this year I'm going to be a little disappointed. And feel like us and the boys were betrayed a little. Though at the end of the day I don't want to seem negative or mean because I will always love and support Zayn in anything he does. I just think this whole situation could've been handled s little better. Anyway, YES that twitlonger was pretty much the bes t thing to happen yesterday. I really appreciated it. And I have a really great link for you but as usual, it will be added later!

I can totally picture him helping you get your first tattoo for some reason. Hehe :)
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