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Dear my amazingly handsome
love,
I know at this moment, we seem to be in a rough patch. You feel
like you are loosing me. Darling, you aren't even close to
loosing me. I know it seems like I'm drifting, but I
honestly am not. I promise. Lately, I've just been
struggling. This past week I have been so exhausted because of
track, and I've been so caught up with trying to get into
the cosmetology classes that I'm just stressing and
depressing at the same time. But when I say I'm not
leaving, I mean it. You mean everything to me. You always have,
and you always will. Knowing you for nearly 2 years has
completely changed my life. I absolutely love the changes you
made in my life. I used to chase around no-good guys from here
who only wanted my body, or I would go after guys far away who
obviously didn't have any chances to see my body so I
believe they liked me for my funniness? I'm not too sure.
But you? Love, I know you adore every single bit of me. You
always tell me how you love my cute laugh, my eyes, and you
tease me for my size sometimes but it's perfectly alright
if you do so.You mean every bit of the universe to me. Earlier,
I was bowling, my family, my sister, me, and my dad's
friends played 4 games. I did pretty okay on the first two
games, and on the 3rd game I did really good which made me
happy. But on the last one was when I heard your voicemail.
Then I started to loose focus. I was loosing during half of the
game, and my family was wondering what happened to me. Oh,
maybe just bad luck. No, I was worried. Too worried to throw a
ball down a lane straight. Then, I wore your jacket and I
rolled up the sleeves when it was my turn again. I rolled the
ball down the lane and I saw 8 pins fall. "Typical.
I'm doing terrible." I thought to myself. But then my
family told me to turn around, and I had made a strike. I felt
pretty happy. Then I did really good the rest of the game and
caught up. All because your jacket, and I had felt safe. Even
your jacket makes me feel amazing when you're not around
me. And that is pretty awesome, at least I think. My point in
this is to show you that I am not ashamed for being with you,
nor am I drifting from/leaving you. I never plan to, either. I
love you so damn much. I hope you get to read this.
-Love Your Girlfriend,
Avery
