Even if I
had the chance to tell you how I feel about you, I wouldn't
have even the slightest clue where to begin. I never knew it was
possible to love and hate someone so much at the same time. So
many thoughts go through my head when I hear your name. It's
been three years and I still get butterflies and goose bumps
every time you're around. I guess I would just tell you that
I wish I knew where to go from here; that I wish I knew if I
should have given up a long time ago or if I should hold onto the
faith and hope that I've been grasping so tightly for so
long. There's so many things I wish I knew and so many
answers I'll probably never
get.
