I didn't think leaving could be this hard, even if it
was the right thing to do.
I didn't think you would let go this easily. I thought maybe
you would try and get me to stay.
But it's okay. I guess you lose sense of the big picture once
you're so heavily invested in something
that's only ever going to try and kill you in the end.
I'm trying to forget but this is harder than I imagined.
I want to forget. I wish this had never began, I wished I'd
never known you, I wish you weren't so annoyingly
you. I want you out of my life, 2015 is a new year, new
start, new habits.
They say it takes 40 days for something to become
'normal' to you;
if that's how long it takes to forget you, then I'm
down.
Don't ruin next year,
Please.
