I put so much effort into people, and i feel like i get
nothing in return. I know he's going through a rough time
rigth now, and i want to be there by his side for it all. But for
him it's not the same, he wants to be gone, he doesn't
want to talk to anyone...it hurts so much, but there's not
much that i can do besides tell him i love him, and let him have
his space.. it would be so f*cking easy if we lived in the same
state, i just hope he can hold on for a year and a half so i can
finish college and be there with him
