I want to be someone's first thought when they wake up, I want someone to take care of me, I want to be someone's one and only. I want unconditional love, support and trust. I want to be treated well and kissed often. I don't want to be a punching bag. I have feelings! I don't want to be cheated on, I don't want to be cheated with. I hate being the other girl almost as much as I hate being the reason for there HAVING to be another girl. I want to talk. I don't want to scream and fight. I don't want to be left alone, I don't want to be a slave, I don't want to be choked and pinned every second day. I want someone to gently move my hair out of the way and wipe my tears from my face. I want answers. "Maybe, I don't know, not now, tomorrow..." Those are not answers. Yes, No & an explanation is what I expect when I ask a question. I'm not loved by him. He hates me. & I guess I feel the same.