when i was younger, i
had a deathly fear of bugs, and unfortunately sharp eyes. i
would see a bug sitting on the wall, and i would stop
absolutely everyone and everything to point it out, and then,
you know, squish it. but as i got older, i realized that
these bugs, little moths, little white house spiders;
they're just lonely insignificant creatures, trapped on
the wrong side of the screen door. and they beat their little
heads against the window panes trying to escape, but just
can't comprehend how small and fleeting they are, how
weak. i wonder, if maybe, they do know, and they don't
care. life for these little bugs is short, sand in an
hourglass running, running, running; they're powerless,
chewing holes through old coats in the backs of closets to
pass the time. create, learn, retain, recreate,
die—over, and over again. if everyone lived the way
they do, everything would move so slowly. time wouldn't
go so fast. maybe, that's why they do it.
i pass a moth on the wall in my hallway today.
i let it sit.
*Pierre-Auguste* · 9 years ago
"i dont know what this is" - girl, it'S ART
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