GOD WHY DO I STILL LOVE
YOU WHEN ALL
YOU DO IS TEAR ME APART AND BREAK
ME INTO PIECES SO SMALL THAT I DONT THINK
I'M WORTHY. WHY DO I STILL WANT IT TO BE YOUR
NAME ON THE SCREEN WHEN MY PHONE
LIGHTS UP. WHEN I FIRST MET YOU, YOU WERE
THE ONE WHO HEALED THE PAIN YOU WERE
THE BAND AID BUT NOW YOU'RE ONLY
MAKING IT WORSE YOU'RE THE CUT, YOU'RE THE
BLADE AND NOW I CAN'T GET YOU OUT SO
FU/K YOU FOR MAKING ME HAPPY AND THEN
JUST LEAVING ME ON THE COLD WET FLOOR
BY MYSELF WITH ONLY MY MIND
TO DO ALL THE THINKING.