i
dont know what to do anymore
can barely make it through the day
i inhale and exhale
can barely make it through the pain
i want to get better
i really truly do
but everytime i begin to smile
i start to think of you
the way you laugh
the way you talk
how your hair flows
when you walk
the nights we spent
the days we'd think
i see you every
time i blink
i hear your voice in everything i do
but all those words were never true
im sorry it had to end this way
but this is how it had to be
i slit my throat and here i lay
because you dont love me
