dear fellow wittians,
I seemed to have much time on
my hands lately being
summer and all. which means
i have done a lot of
thinking. i thought
about pretty much
everything and
in doing so I am forced to face my past. For most of you who
read my profile I was
bullied about 3 years ago but does a bully every go away is that the question it seems every mean word they say is locked inside are head. I also been question myself many of my friends know me
as ceci but to
the rest of the school i seemed to be known as my older sisters
little sister it has
gotten to the point
where I go out with
mutural friends they introduce
me as such because
everyone knows her.
That is not the point
of the post while looking and thinking of the past I have noticed I seemed to have become a bullied myself. I do not
say anything to there face
but that is no better
all these years of
being a bullied I seemed to convince myself that it is okay to use terms as fat
and ugly and how
can I live saying I have overcome being bullied when I have become a bully myself. I know most of you have stopped reading and I hope those who countinued this far forgive me because from
this point on I
want to change I do not want to be the reason a girl goes home
crying herself to sleep
each night I making a promise to everyone that I will do my best to
change me but it will
take time.
i am truly sorry for
everything...
