M-
I PUT THE CIGARETTE TO MY LIPS AND INHALED THE
DEADLY CHEMICALS FU/K IT BURNED BUT SO DID MY
EYES FROM CRYING SO MUCH THEY WERE STAINED RED
LIKE MY WRISTS THEY HAD YOUR NAME ON THEM
I BREATHED OUT THE SMOKE AND WATCHED IT SWIVEL
AWAY INTO NOTHING; YOU WERE MY ADDICTION AND
YOU FILLED MY LUNGS WITH SOMETHING THAT KILLED
THE PAIN BUT FU/K I WISH I KNEW THAT YOU WERE
GOING TO WARE OFF, YOU FU/KING SWIVELED OUT OF
MY LUNGS AND INTO SOMEONE ELSE'S, I FU/KING
BREATHED YOU IN AND NOW YOU ARE TRAPPED INSIDE
OF ME RUINING EVERY INCH OF MY BODY BUT THE ONLY
THING IS YOU AREN'T HERE AND THERE ISN'T A REHAB
FOR LOVE.
IM SO SORRY IT HAD TO BE THIS WAY. I COULDNT TELL YOU
DIRECTLY.
(I KNOW YOU NEVER WISHED FOR ME TO BE THIS WAY BUT I LOVE
YOU)
