...I want other people, it's a lie.
I can't see you now without feeling gulity.
More gulit than the last time.
I can't deny to your face that I haven't gone out, kissed another guy, and enjoyed it.
I need to get away.
Save me from this black hole; I'm falling and no one is truly there to catch me
They just want me for themselves and I'm allowing them to swallow me