Because I remember how it
felt to be inexplainably in love.
And i remember how it felt to miss a touch you hadn't
received yet.
I remembered yearning for hellos and being devastated over
goodnights.
I remember my bones turning to dust under your fingertips
and my skin shifting with the heat of your mouth.
I remember how it felt to sacrifice my own happiness for
yours
but what i can't remember is what I did to make you
forget
every time that I made your nerves dance.
I can't remember what I did to deserve laying in the parking
lot
with a shattered heart at four in the morning
and I can't remember how you had been capable of being so
cruel.
-
r.m.
