You asked,
what is the scariest part?

I answer;
the scariest part
is not the feeling of loneliness
or the darkness that fills you
despite the looming pain
of emptiness

The scariest part
is the realization
that you have lost yourself
completely
sinking in as you lay awake
because you lost the ability to sleep
and you can't even cry
because you don't even care

                                                      
                                             {ad.h}